Saturday, January 29, 2011

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this post occurred to me following a documentary I saw last week. It was about people who were hooked on alcohol rehabilitation and some who had left. I heard more than a comment such as, "I was an alcoholic", "I am ex-alcoholic" and not the first time I hear something. The fact is that I want to say this is wrong. Most of you know my problem with alcohol and how much it cost me to quit. Since then there have been almost 6 years but I never said that I am an ex-alcoholic. And I'm not an alcoholic because that is what is for life. To see if I can explain, can be all the time in the world without drinking but just when you go back to try a single gulp, and when I say a sip I mean that, everything starts again. It is true that costs a lot to leave when you are engaged, I did and without treatment, but in my opinion I think the hardest thing is that if not maintained after not drinking, that's what really cost. The first months are very dodgy and temptation is everywhere but after all this time and almost do not remember. And I can assure you drank a great time, actually when I mentioned to the doctor and asked me the amount I took when I told asked me how often does that? "So every day," the man threw his hands to his head, hahaha ....
As I said before how truly difficult it is to remain without drinking again, so every day that passes I consider it a battle won by my part. So let us call things by their name, without shame, without fear ... because I am not ashamed of it, rather, each day that has passed since then I've felt more and more proud of myself. I know I am and always will be an alcoholic but I know that I will have the courage to not fall back into temptation.
Sometimes I see people destroyed by alcohol, they and everyone around him. And from here I say, you can live without it, you can get out of the bottomless pit, day after day, month after month ... climbing every day a little more to see the light, always up, never had below ... and if at any time just stick slip is a matter of re-hold tight and find a reason to keep going, sometimes it seems that there is not but there is always one, you just have to know him. I am a living example of that post can and if it serves someone in that situation and I shall be satisfied.

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